I feel like I am a different person. I feel like a seperate person from the girl named Emily from the past. I don't share anything with her. It's like she's been erased and replaced with me. I don't feel better either. I feel like I should have left her as she was and let her grow up to be herself. But instead I forced change upon her life. I got rid of the boyfriends, the drugs, the friends, the trends, the music, the normal teenage life. I turned her into a hole in the wall recluse with little to say or feel. I don't really like it. I don't want to be her again, I just want to feel like I am not too weird I guess. Maybe I'll write a biography.
I just don't want anybody to read it. I don't have secrets, but I do have shame.
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