Saturday, April 26, 2008

new cat, Sofi <3



I swear I'm not a crazy cat lady. I don't mind appearing to be on the outside though. Because on the inside, and behind closed doors, I am not! I miss my boyfriend. Brandon is amazing. AMAZING.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

ALL HONESTY

This blog is about honesty, my honest thoughts and feelings. 100% true.


Anyways, I am trying a new diet. 21 apples. Ridiculous, I know. But I will try anything. Even if I just lose 1 lb. It will be worth it. I weigh about 112 lbs right now with a 26 inch waist. When I hit 102 lbs I swore to God that I would never get above 110 lbs again. I failed. I failed but at the same time I have succeeded in other areas of life. It's unfortunate that weighing 95 lbs means more to me than anything else in the whole world. Except for Brandon. He tells me that I have a beautiful body and I don't need to lose another lb but I still twist his words around. Here's Brandon. I love him with all my heart. I have a baby voice, I hate it, it's weird. I swear to God I didn't know my voice sounded like that. Now I wish I was mute!